Monday, January 26, 2009

Apathy is a Friend of Mine..

..and it is a scary place to be. I'm in a slum, which brings out the worst in me. I am battling the idea of just giving in to a bout of apathy..and I'm trying to give myself a time-line of about 3 days..in which I can come out of the other side a new person..

Does this type of rational thinking really work? If I let myself fall into a depression, where I actually review my emotions, and figure out a way to "get happy", then does this define a depressed person?

My passion for existing on this earth through writing, researching, networking, reading, has led me to a place of loneliness. I'm stepping away for a while, until I figure something out.